Wow Glenda, I am sorry to hear you are going through so much. Unfortunately, I know all about the emotional, physical and financial burden cancer can put on a person so let me just say this... the self proclaimed guild coward has more courage than most people could ever know!
Don't think you haven't contributed enough, you have done so much for our guild, just by being you. We all know and enjoy each other on a personal level. We are not just guild mates, we are forever friends and you are no exception!
As Kayla mentioned, you have also brought a smile and a fresh hello to the people of "ghetto world. People usually join ghetto world to troll and be obnoxious, you join with a welcoming "good morning" You have been a breath of fresh air. Govinda was a friendlier place with you in it.
As for vent... I did explain to people why you could not join vent, not everyone can so that is why our guild chat is so active... albeit strange. We made sure you weren't missing out on anything and trust me, the sound of our voices is like bamboo under your nails lol
Its even in the rules!
Heavensfury.guildportal.com
"Please remember not everyone uses vent so try to be conscious of guild chat."
As for MS office, I personally use
http://www.kingsoftstore.com/ but there are many alternatives,
[url]http://www.libreoffice.org/[/url] ,
http://wps.com/ and
openoffice.org like a few people have previously mentioned. Not being able to afford MS Office should be the least of your worries.
I Wish you well on your journey. You have been a pleasure and will be sorely missed, in and out of guild. Take care of yourself, I hope to see you again.
Your friend,
Michele